the man with a thousand names.
"a breath of fresh air"
"overwhelming raw realness"
"brilliantly well written"
"certainly an interesting character"
@wren, january 2023 COTM
"excellent character development"
"complex"
"extremely entertaining to read"
"very detailed and well written"
@tawnyneedsacoffee, September 2023 COTM
all images/quotes are from nine inch nails.
- history
i was up above it; now i'm down in it!no name
he/him
~50 moons
Born and raised in ThunderClan, he was their resident grump, in a sea of many, known as the warrior Alderstep. In the Summer of 2023, he was promoted to deputy along side past medicine cats Springpaw (now Springlight/Sping) and Drizzlecloud to serve under Bumblestar.
After a poorly-led mission to eradicate invasive foxes in Herondive Hollow (resulting in many injuries) he was demoted, had his apprentices reassigned, and renamed to Foxstep. In November 2023, he went missing to public knowledge after a catnapping. He died in March 2024, and was resurrected later in September.
- relationships
still feel it all slipping away
but it doesn't matter anymore!!!a miserable history of everyone dying
mother: deceased; disliked
father: deceased; neutral
siblings: left behindbumblestar: alive; hates me 100%
spiderthroat: alive; dangerous
rabbitchatter: missing; sorely missed
drizzlecloud: alive; old friend
dovefluff: missing; kinda family
yarrowcrest: missing; dear son,,,
spring: alive; what went wrong?
sparrowpelt: alive; oh, him.
mudhound: alive; like staring at the sun
casket: missing; annoying
creamcloud: missing; i loved you
morningcall: missing; i'm sorry
the dog: i hate you so bad
- personality
will you bite the hand that feeds?
will you chew until it bleeds?
are you brave enough to see?
do you want to change it?
obviously i have hopes and dreams and other mushy crap. i used to not wanna admit that. maybe still sometimes. i just want to settle down. i want someone to stay by my side for once. i want a life to point to and say, "yeah, i lived that" and not feel ashamed about it. i don't want something ambitious or whatever. and i'm not gonna be a sappy emotional freak smiling all the time but that doesn't mean i can't have nice things too, does it? whatever.